after a night of NO sleep...

I am going to rant..... Ready, Set, GO!

Sometimes I feel like I'm missing out on that oh-so-special "college experience" of drinking til the sun comes up, attending numerous frat parties with girlfriends while dressing in the least amount of clothing possible, and spending my weekends in my dorm room trying to figure out the events of the previous night.

Some probably say "yeah, you are missing out..big time!" because instead of finding me at an Animal House style toga party with some random dude on my arm, you'll find me at home with my dog, my boyfriend, and a book or a movie. Or I'm at home with my parents. Cool, right?

But you know what? I'm perfectly content with being the party pooper because I've already seen what college has done to my friends. They're gaining weight, losing brain cells, and will probably regret most of their decisions in about five years. Or maybe not. Maybe they'll never grow up.

Sometimes I just wish I wasn't so responsible and didn't care so much about my future or who my actions will affect. Sometimes I wish I could have that close knit group of girls to hang out with 24/7. Sometimes I wonder what in the world I did wrong to end up like this......

and then I remember: I have dreams and people that cared about me enough to set boundaries when I was younger so that I now know how to make wise decisions. And I love my life, just the way it is.

Okay, I'm done. Today has been a whirlwind of serious ranting moments, but now I'm over it. Tomorrow will be better :)

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